Repetition

You are right, girlzoot, there is comfort in repetition. And I would like to claim the intended symbolism... but the fact is that after my session with Amanda, my head was in a whirl. Confusion.
For one thing, I am not sure I she is telling the truth. I believe she would do anything to prevent me from marrying Anastasia. On the other hand... if I am indeed the possessor of a Borderline Personality Disorder am I being fair to the lady in going ahead with wedding plans?

Anyway, I think I shall have to tell Anna - especially in view of the letter I have just received from her.

I intend to reprint it here, but not until I have censored certain bits.