It's not good

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It's not good, Anna, I can't pretend it is.

I moved some stuff today and then just sat there and watched it go dark.

It was lovely. So quiet, peaceful. Not television, no radio.

I don't know what I am going to do now. I will try and find somewhere else

I called at the pub on the way back and had just one pint of bitter - hardly an orgy. But I just didn't feel like it.

I am cancelling all engagements for the time being.

George