Please do not think because I am reversing to the usual black print that this post is not important. It is important but not as urgent as the one in red. If you see what I mean.

I am worried about Dave. He sits in the house all day watching the crap television except when sometimes in afternoon he goes to public house and play pool with bunch of deadbeats who do not have jobs.

This is most unsatisfactory situation for him because he now lacks motivation like what you were saying when you have a job to go to, although Dave don't work in office, he is teacher - no, he is college lecturer, which is different. 

Anyways, I say to him, do not lie stinking in bed but be getting up and getting one's arse in gear. Just because you waiting for tribunal hearing don't mean you should allow yourself to fester (note new word I learn) in misery and idleness because if you do this your brain will quickly rot.

Another worrying thing is that he is no longer reading Guardian newspaper, saying it is the Parish Magazine of Social Workers (what   does this mean?) and instead is reading what he previously have been calling the Gutter Press. And I say to him this is where you will be ending up - in the gutter - if you do not sort yourself out buster.

But at same time I comfort him because he is going through most stressful time, this I realise.

And then also I worry about you Georgie, with all these quick changes of mood similar to what your friend Virginia is writing about. This is woman who suicided herself by drowning in river, is not this so? Then why do you read stories by such a woman? This will not cheer you up but make you feel worse.

Also why are you wondering where all people in street going in opposite direction are off to? Next thing thing you will be forgetting where you are going yourself. And you do not wish to be detained in secure hospital for one's own safety, like was before necessary? 

Anyways I am back at universary for the completing of final year in which I have dissertation to do. This is like very long essay (20,000 words) on topic of one's choosing. I chose to do phenomenological  study of Swedish Pornographic Industry, but don't know if they let me yet. It is being discussed.

This Premier Inn is where they are guaranteeing you good night's sleep, is it not? Well this is of no use to us Georgie!!! ( exclaming marks indicate this to be little Swedish joke).

Bring it on

Anna